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Putting That Behind Us
Putting That Behind Us I went to have a drink with my mother, as it had been some weeks since we had visited. I knew she’d been off having a torrid affair with someone or another, and I always worry, if only a little, when she world-walks without me. When she texted to say she was back and invited me over, I breathed a sigh that relieved that little bit of tension I wasn’t aware of till it was gone. Mother didn’t answer my knock, which wasn’t unusual, but the door is bespel
ema199830
May 63 min read


Not Only on Birthdays
My father showed up at my house on his birthday, which isn’t unusual except that he died in 2020. He was driving a 1934 Ford with an...

Alan Allinger
May 11, 20243 min read


Swimmers of Sky and Fire
Swimmers of Sky and Fire I went walking down the beach from Malibu to Santa Monica to meet my mother for a drink, carrying a reliable...

Alan Allinger
May 11, 20244 min read

Alan Allinger
Apr 14, 20240 min read


At the Mercy of Rio Porciuncula
It was one of those odd nights in LA, where everything has a sharp dark edge to it and all the color has leached away, as if you’ve been...

Alan Allinger
Apr 26, 20224 min read


Upon Reflection
We were taking our beach walk and amusing ourselves by not allowing the many people who were about to see us when we came across a...

Alan Allinger
Mar 23, 20222 min read


The Mercury Vapors
The Mercury Vapors “Look at that” I said, pointing to the silver mist in the sky that made a translucent stripe, completely encompassing...

Alan Allinger
Feb 11, 20224 min read


Sculpted by Committee
Sculpted by Committee We had gone to see a Banksy exhibit, and it took a little time to go through because it was large and...

Alan Allinger
Jan 20, 20223 min read


Once a Heartless Child
I looked out the front door and saw our neighbor at the bottom of the steps. She was talking and laughing. “Will you ask the Lightning...

Alan Allinger
Dec 22, 20215 min read


No Simple Answer
No Simple Answer “Tell me,” I ask softly, “why they say that time heals all wounds.” Chalse’s expression is thoughtful as she regards me...

Alan Allinger
Dec 8, 20212 min read


Was That Better?
Was that Better? “There are days when I remember things that never happened,” I remarked. “Well, of course there are,” Mother said,...

Alan Allinger
Nov 9, 20212 min read


If You Light the Sea
I left the hotel lobby where Mother was having adding cream to her coffee and walked down to the beach. I decided it felt better to take...

Alan Allinger
Oct 14, 20213 min read


The Reason the Moon Sleeps with Raised Arms
We had gone to visit friends in the country, but they tended to keep different hours than we did. We walked through the night for a time,...

Alan Allinger
Oct 8, 20214 min read


Lost Moon Road; Fox a collaboration with Tansy Undercrypt
LOST MOON ROAD: Fox If I couldn’t be a person or a dog, 100% I’d want to be a fox. I wouldn’t move through the world so much as in and...

Alan Allinger
Sep 22, 20211 min read


Unseen Lives Within the Wreckage
Unseen Within Our Wreckage Mother and I are, by and large, city people, but morning found us on a small country lane because we do go everywhere, if we are invited. It had been a busy night; now we were on our way back to meet friends for breakfast, driving swiftly as enough light dawned to allow us to view our surroundings. This stretch of road was pretty enough, but it was the crumbling ruin that caused Mother to pull over. We got out of the car so we could have an eye-open

Alan Allinger
Aug 26, 20213 min read


Escape or Remain
Mother and I were sharing a walk and talking about how we saw the world this week. At some point our walks wind down in speed and we...

Alan Allinger
Aug 13, 20212 min read


Ancient Secrets of the Undersea Children
Ancient Secrets of the Undersea Children Thinking about it, he realized that It had been years since he had walked beneath the sea,...

Alan Allinger
Jul 20, 20212 min read


Tricksters of All Sizes
Mom and I were walking along the road early this morning to celebrate the dawn when we heard a small rustling of leaves, and a pair of...

Alan Allinger
Jul 7, 20212 min read


On The Day We Fled
“You had better be aware that I’m not the only one they’re trying to trap here,” said the owl pensively. I remembered just now that her...

Alan Allinger
May 12, 20211 min read


So Familiar a Gleam
We were out on an evening walk and saw the Fae lines in the sky above us, seemingly close enough to reach. Magic happens around my...

Alan Allinger
Apr 6, 20213 min read
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